Are you kidding?!

Honestly?
  You think that pumping everyone full of information about a man that no longer has sexual ties with you will keep you closer to him or what he does with his time without you? The fact that you have lost is so apparent that you can't resume your same self without validating who you use to be through arguments and anxiety.
  Shame you couldn't just be yourself and figure out that you have value and people adore your true self as is. There was a period before all the ridiculous insecurities and control issues that brought up shame of self and doubt , you were a cool individual and now its' just fucking sad to see you fall down the rabbit whole naked and scared with no one to blame for the new events but yourself for perpetuating stupidity upon yourself. There was a time when, I remember when you use to, it was a great night last summer when you, and now it's just stupid acts of so-called love and grief played out in public with everyone involved. NO ONE FUCKING CARES! This small time in your life sucks and we get that what we don't get is that you can't move on and be the strong women you use to be. I don't believe you are that beaten or broken that recovery is not within your grasps. It's time to put childish things aside like an adult. Admit this sucked and you lost only to move on to a more healthier place and time for you and yours because this act is beneath you and anyone who has to endure the drama.