Trying to talk to certain people is like a monkey fucking a coconut. No matter what you try to do to have a conversation with your so-called friends who should know you is a fucking shit-show. Preaching to people who don't take their time to be a good friend and listen or speak is the taxing portion of my last few years and Im not doing it anymore. I've endured atrocities just like anyone else but am willing to do the hard work, why aren't they? Im not asking for the moon and stars. Im asking for respect and compassion. Waiting almost two months to have a fucking simple conversation isn't communication. It's a chokehold and sabotage to set someone up to fail a test they didn't ask to take. I am so fucking tired of people and catering to their wants and bullshit. What about my wants and bullshit? Am I not hurting as well? Are we not friends? Do we not have respect for one another? Guess not. I would never make anyone wait for months on end to resolve a simple miscommunication. What's the fucking point to that? Who benefits from this? No one. Resentment and story are all that are being created without proper conversation.
I don't pigeon hole people to take the fall. I respect my friends and their words, why can't anyone do this for me? What the fuck is wrong with me that people can't talk to me but dump all their shit on me and expect me to show up every time they have a mental breakdown? Im. Fucking out!
